I just read a quote,
it may explain why I can be so snappy
especially to people I love most,
to people I envision as perfection,
you see 'some people are so broken,
they get mad at you for being whole.'

See s̶o̶m̶e̶t̶i̶m̶e̶s̶ it aches so much,
but you don't feel it.
S̶o̶m̶e̶t̶i̶m̶e̶s̶ I find everything so hard,
but you're the one gleaming with confidence.
I'll take my digs where I can.
you see 'some people are so broken,
they get mad at you for being whole.'

It's no excuse I know,
i'm not trying to feed guilt into your perfect soul.
I just wanted to you to see,
I wont realise what i'm doing till it's done,
I will always do it,
you see 'some people are so broken,
they get mad at you for being whole.'

Even my poetry is broken,
please don't write any,
I'll only get mad.