I scribbled your number over, over and over again on a piece of paper, hoping it would make you call me once more and linger over a conversation longer than two minutes and I swear I wasn't superstitious like my mother who hated it whenever I broke mirrors and walked under ladders; she said I was such an idiot, I think it's catching up with me like the salty wind to our skin during the first night you kissed me and said I was pretty decent and it's okay if I scribble your number a thousand more times just to hear you say that again.