When I was little, I had this toy guitar that I loved to play with, red and white. Something a normal child would have. I went to school, made lots of friends, Got invited to birthday parties, I even got a rose from one of my Best friends at the time for Valentines Day. I had two friends whom I used To call all the time. There wasn't a single day that went by that I didn't call one of them. So normal. I guess I understand why even those friends left me, although I didn’t At the time. I was always destined to be this.