is it bad
that I have more
lovers than
ex boyfriends?

is it bad
that I live right
love wrong
life of sin?

is it bad
that I want to smoother
you until you
can not breathe?

is it bad
if I ask you
to stay with me
and never leave?

is it bad
that I've wrote you this love letter
with the blood
I bleed?

is it bad
that you've judged me?
when it's really
help that I need!