When every new smile is so fake, I don't know how much more of this I can take... Lying down watching the stars and remembering a love that was once ours I'll slow down and breathe things in but my heart is beginning to wear thin I worry if I try to love will my walls crumble? I'm trying to be tough but these scars on my wrists say enough They say your never who you really are so, who am I? If a were to die it scares me to think of how little would cry I don't want to leave you I swear but if someday I decide I can't bare Will you still love me Will you still fall Will you miss me Or not care at all These are the dreams I have Waking up crying, can't forget These words of inspiration These talks of motivation Don't do much If you were to find me free what would your reaction be? Would you fall to the ground and curse the profound or not care at all?