you scared me more than anything else that gave me fear, i didn't need anything else, you were my butterfly and i never wanted you to die or fly away. i'm sorry that it or i couldn't of met your satisfaction, but i never wanted anything else to work out more than our past captivation. i always thought about you as i was sitting in a passenger seat in your mother's car. and i invariably wondered how an artificial light could make me feel so hopeless. every night you slept more and more and i couldn't help but to notice your beauty and i missed you existence. you will always will have a part of me and once you decide what to do, i'll tell you that i'm ready. your scars never made you have a sad story, it just made my desire to make you my universe augment.