High on the mountain, overlooking the valley, the valley where I was born, is a wooden bench. Standing to attention are the bottom of the deep V are houses, all the same, all in a row. From the bench the village can be watched It's comings and goings, the neighbours gossiping talking about nothing and everything. Everyone is there down below, John the butcher, Dai the milk, Mair the bread, Oliver's shop, where anything and everything was for sale. A picturesque Welsh valley, where everyone is actually Psychotic, and where you'll never leave except in a coffin feet first. Those of us that get out, stay out. Old feuds still burn, families not talking, not remembering how it started. Chocolate box prettiness masks the tension, the hate, the jealousies, the negativity held in the ***** of the valley. How green was my valley? It wasn't green, it's colour was red, like a hell fire. Oh, the trees were green, the mountain was glorious but that valley was poison.