How did I go from the heartbroken to the heartbreaker? Every time I see a girl, I think I can take her. Once you've been hurt so many times before, you refuse to be hurt anymore.
Are my player ways a reflection of my last? Fell in love with someone, then you find out they're an ***. Am I becoming my exes? Already thinking about the next while I'm with my present?
I can't pinpoint my change. It's kinda strange. I did a complete 180, because I never felt this way.
But does this make me a bad person? Am I afraid of healing? Maybe it's the fear of commitment that I'm feeling.
I can be so distant. Not grow attached. Back-to-back relationships, I don't see nothing wrong with that.
I just don't get feelings. Is it so wrong that I've become numb? It's like I don't have any remorse for what I've done.
So.. Am I becoming my ex? Am I a bad person? Am I done healing? Or.. Am I still hurting?