i was walking around in the Tate on the Thames Embankment London that day it was hot hot hot the heat haze shimmered above the river like the sweat that rose off my back i saw you all mixed up with Picasso's misplaced eyes in Malaga blue long necks, curved limbs askew morning balconies the sculpture of a goat made of a basket ***** ram with a bicycle seat we weren't allowed to ride i kept thinking of painted naked flesh Velasquez, Degas, Matisse and flying to Malaga, Barcelona, Granada, Paris, Venice, New York all the cities we could **** in over and over and over if we ran off together right then any cheap hotel room with a bed and a shower would do we could give up on looking at art completely screaming meaningless poems words endless passionate words consumed by life