Some day you'll find a girl who didn't cut her bangs like I did when you told me not to. She wont want piercings and hair dye and wont wear outcasting clothes that you didn't like either. You'll be able to pick up a drink without her worrying, and you will spend you're night with your guys without any disturbance. You won't have to deal with a down hearted gloomy girl who you questioned once you saw where she stood socially. You'll find a girl who won't be considered artistic, but instead is the captain of sports teams. Maybe she'll be smart too, you won't get angry with her because she tries hard and always gets an A. Maybe then it won't interfere with your relationship. You'll **** her in all the ways we taught each other how, but it won't take long for you to forget the stories behind the lessons. You'll touch her in all the right places because I showed you where. You'll love her endlessly without the worry of hurting her damaged heart and She'll be able to take care of you in a way I never could. Maybe she'll be better for you, and you're anxiety won't spike up. She probably won't cut her thighs and stop eating when she's upset and you wouldn't have to hide to people the reason why I've lost so much weight. She'd be happy and delicate and your parents would love her.
But if there's one thing I know, She will never ******* love you like I did.
I got this inspiration from another poem I had seen, so shout out to whoever inspired me