1942, and bombs are falling, falling your body is limp already but warm like bread we baked they always said you'd grow to be taller than your sisters but here you lie and you will always be the smallest
I never thought I would see so much of your blood this is not human and this is not what is supposed to happen there are little holes in your torso that were not there before
and still the bombs are falling, falling and still mothers and fathers and children and the very very lonely are screaming, screaming
and I am crying, crying sobs torn with my agony from my bleeding throat as you lie limp on my lap and there is nothing left of you and scarcely anything left of me
*have you not done enough? this is what you have done and yet you want MORE but this is all you can do is this not enough for you please STOP you have done EVERYTHING to me and yet your bombs are falling and the significance of this little boy in my arms is nothing but how can the destruction continue when everything is already over?
Watched a war film and all the bad thoughts came even more