Life is not easy for you. You've struggled a lot my dear. I wasn't there for you physically, I know you wanted me right there to appear.
You told me about the things that bother you But not the your feelings about them. You tell me with that face that seems to be in control. I decipher the covert things while I listen.
You tell me, "don't worry" when my face seems to. I wanted to tell you I wont but that won't be true. After sharing, you assure me it will soon end. I just nod and give a smile to you.
I felt bad when you heard me talking about your problem to someone. It wasn't my intention to gossip, I did it coz Im just proud of you. You may not see it that way but it really is. You are strong and hanging on despite everything you're going through.
Yes, you may be man enough to face all these, You may be strong enough to get through each day, But I want you to know, im here even if it won't change anything, That you are facing them with me and I will be with you all the way.
God too, He won't abandon you. His presence may not be obvious sometimes, But know that He is just giving you your chance to fight. He will always back you up when nothing else rhymes.
So hold your head up and keep the faith. Keep trusting Him even though you don't understand a thing. When you realize and see His plans, you will be thankful. Thankful enough and praises to Him you will sing.
I'm here, He's here. Don't you fret my dear. We both love you and care for you. Strengthen your faith and do what you must do.