a small baby blue room, hanging christmas lights all aglow windows swirl with patterns of ice cold, frost. snow outside but inside, we are one. lost, hidden by blankets legs intertwined and my arms thrown around your neck
the buzz of the heater keeping me up all of last night but tonight I drift away so quickly, like a child asleep in your arms but I awake, because I miss you and I want to be with you. the radio is ours and every song on it reminds me of you somehow ours eyes meet, and it doesn't make us awkward or shy or embarrassed because it's just us and our glances, and we aren't judgmental people
so I let you stare because I want to stare too because you have so much a story inside those eyes music in the background, abruptly we pause, just to listen for a moment only a moment, and it passes; it was lovely
I press myself closer, because I want to share your warmth I kiss you,
because I love you and it comes naturally as easy as breathing only easier
so I guess we lay here, because we don't have the heart to move, and I won't let you
because I'm happy and I think, I think I like being happy