I used to do it to remind myself I was alive.
But now I can't stop.
I use to do it to feel something instead of being numb all the time.
But now I can't stop.
I used to do it to remind myself that I was still able to feel and that I wasn't just an empty shell.
But now I can't stop.
I used to do it and want to stop.
But now I don't want to.