When we were younger We'd sit and play for hours With dolls and beads and flowers With toy cars and train tracks And at the end of the day We'd pack them away and put them all back. We'd go down by the river And laugh and shiver And joke about growing old Little did we know What was about to unfold
As we grew older, the fires inside of us, began to smoulder, The shoulders we'd come to rely on Started to decay As we made our way, into the world Suddenly the dolls came to life As our dreams of becoming a husband, a wife Started to sour. The beads formed nooses around our necks As we began to lose our innocence To drugs and ***. The flowers shrivelled up and died As we sat and cried our own rivers to drown in. And those pretty little halos and silver tin crows That used to iron out our frowns S l i p p e d, as we d i p p e d our toes into adulthood. The toy cars crashed, As we smashed head on, in a collision with reality. And there was so need to plead For the box with our train track toys Because the little girls and boys inside us Had died long ago.
And besides We drew our own tracks up and down our wrists And straight through our hearts. As we began to realise We were running out of Fresh starts and new beginnings.