making a tidbit time maybe for awhile or a minute but my selfless ways are not considered yet and there was you behind this concept of mine not to be touch but holding you eternally but this rush adrenaline of this decay makes me feel confuse for a bit i don't know why i felt this cliche thing? or am i dreaming again? please wake me up when you are here i don't want this i don't want this anymore please be true for whom shalt i love thy sake of happiness and joy