Imagining the girl frightened Trembling somewhere up ahead Talked to her as I went along Doing my best Reassuring her I meant no harm My words came Slapping back at me in a disorienting echo She asked me to leave her alone Finding her comfort in silences Content with the routines, the usuals Her holy place, very deceiving The contrasts she loved I stepped on her words Said I cannot bear leaving her on her own Now that I'm here She didn't have to be I gave her all that I had Answered with only a shake of her head Telling me she doesn't want me around