another glass, half sober
in the middle of october
emptiness is winning
the sadness overwhelming
apparently drunk sayings
are sober truths
but my mind is weighing
the reminiscence of my youth
when times were sweet
and the laughs were long
the grass on bare feet
and nothing was wrong

but that time is over
and the dainty rhymes stop
feeling numb, numb because

another glass, somewhat sober
i dont want to remember
2 years ago october
when my mind spiraled down
****. it’s happening again
all i’ve got is my thoughts
and this black ballpoint pen
cause no one really cares
i’m drowning in the sharp cold air

another glass.
no longer sober
i don’t want to remember
**** october
and words that rhyme with sober