There were 16 cars on your wall.... I know because I counted them all they were wrapped in blue probably brand new over and over in my head my eyes never wondered your ceiling was white with a fine line crack that spread to the other side you kissed my cheek and fell asleep I held you in my arms, wishing it wasn't you god, how cruel I was not thinking about you it was him, it was always him.... but you loved me and I didn't love you the craving just wasn't there even in all the late nights you held me dear there were 16 cars on your wall, I counted in despair but I didn't know what else to do 16 cars and a broken person pretending to love you.