Fingers resting, where the rope lifts. I keep on testing, where the choke, is...
bury me...cold, as crocus, is... or ferry me, sleeping, into the ether. carry me under stream, where
I can take, a breather... an open-throated...
under-water creature, in this feature film...and I'm choking front-stroking, and seizure-struck a lotus floating... upside-down, Ophelian...
...can you, still...love, me... if my flesh, and tongue, goes really numb?
Current mental state, that's it, and that's all. Have to write it out, to ride it out. No, it's not about self-deletion, nor does it promote it. It's fully metaphorical.