Adrift in between—the breath and the break. Muffled by silence. The real feels fake. Visible ghosts pay invisible costs— In search of myself, I found myself lost.
A stranger arrives. Identity wanes. We share the same pulses that surge through my veins. Observe my duality—tell me, who's true? The body you saw, or the energy you knew?
Without the observer, I'm held out of phase. I fill empty space—with more empty space. You glanced in my direction, collapsed me to light. I fell into being, from quantum-bound heights.
Euphoria sleeps. I dread my own wake. Time ticks while I shake and my thoughts dissipate. Here I am again—my lowest of highs. Collapsed, but still standing, still living these lies.
I flicker between a phantom and soul. Wholeheartedly hollow. I burn without glow. The past still hums beneath thinning skin— A whispering echo that calls out my sin.
Step in too close, or just take a look— I quietly fold, closed up like a book. The script rewrites its endings to shift, As I drift, unwilling, through reality’s slit.
One path offers clean, another brings filth. I exist just as is—your perception brings guilt. Not welcome to be—medicate me to align. Would you believe it’s your doubt fracturing my mind?
These moments go slow—I cope to feel new. But each time I stitch, my seams just undo. I’m a fracture. A wreck. Pathetically alive. Until the next time I hide—from the gaze of your eye.