they see your light luminescent and burning with pale shades of pink and orange they love to bask in its warm glow but they could never sustain it so far
silly girl, always mistaking her own reflection as another's glow when will you ever learn?
perhaps when your whole world is dim enough and all the mirrors have fogged up you will trace that sliver of light on your own fingertips in the iris of your eyes
painful, but necessary for you to finally realise you are what you seek in everything.
23 was a year of losing people and things and learning new paradigms, I wished for some moments to end but in the end I found something better than rubies and diamonds.