why are you grieving when i'm still here?
droplets from your lips touched my abyss
i catch my breath once more
how i wonder if it's from the guilt,
for the times you watched me bleed

i apologize; i walked the path not looking ahead
guilty for making you think that i fell, again
if i assure you, would you listen?
"i ascended far" - u asked me "really?"
"i threw away the pills, are you proud of me?"

grateful for your mercy,
i see emerging waves within me
as the soil and clouds merge with my colors
i am now one with the earth
and when i gaze too long at the brightest light,
there's you