Scattered snakes
A leap of faith
A vacation from self
Into void
Two doors
Open Eyes
A descent
Into what we avoid
Constant sounds
Crescendos
To proximity
Of now
Meditation breaks
Then reforms
Foreign Sensations
Cell surge
Heavy heart
Static dreams
A pit opens
In consciousness
Destruction of silos
Synthesized parts
Hypnotized whole
One moment
Breaking into many
Weight of being
Sinking into flesh
Falling through mind
Flying past thought
Floating in awareness
Light as emptiness
I want to hold onto my memories
Like water in cupped hands
I fear entropy taking them away
Bit by bit, byte by byte
I am attached to them and I love them
Even as they change me
I see life through them
Through dreams that dream me
Webs of Stories form beliefs
Influencing actions
Creating concepts of me
Until me becomes myth
A synthesis of cells
Speaking electric tongues
A possession of matter
By patterns that think
Through a brain and a spine
And everything between
Resulting in unity
Of scattered fragments
Interactions forming bonds
All the way up
All the way down
Outside and within
Culture eating society
Society eating self
Self eating body
Body eating mind
Biology consuming chemistry
Chemistry consuming physics
Down to quantum foam
Relationships and interactions
Observation collapses waves
Into singular moments
Of existence
Embodied interactionism
Where Brahman meets brain
Where infinite touches finite
Where I dissolve
Into we
Forming beliefs
From scattered signs
Influencing actions
Through quantum dice
Creating me
From cosmic debris
Until individual
Becomes universal