I watched you go I watched you go I watched you go I watched you go I watched you grow I watched you grow Without eyes I watched you grow
And I’ve been trailing Ghostly figures wrapped in pain I’ll never know Just to see if they’ll notice
Take off your bed Tied to all that sleep Descending motions Air warmed with defeat
Set the sails Out from under me Those anchors on your eyes Will disappear if you leave
10:29pm, April 19th 2012
She was in hospital for months and I didn't even know. Didn't care for years, yet was always trailing after her, picking up pieces of her life. Would have been better if I'd just disappeared, and she'd never seen me again.