I've had a stomach ache since I was seven, a blade in my belly, a hive in my head have you ever mistaken a bee for a wasp? they sting and say incessantly buzzing, pricking they want out as much as I do Some days I want to peel my flesh cut myself in half and purge the venom watch it seep out of me like sticky sap from a sycamore instead I take my medicine and talk about you.