she waited discreetly checked the time continued to wait patiently and impatiently flashing a smile at what felt like appropriate moments a stunted laugh or an "oh" "really" or "yeah" if she felt she'd been wordlessly quiet for too long hours had been lost to the smallest of talk the bane of real conversation of truly meeting a person all that effort of getting ready the makeup meticulously applied the hair styled and restyled the outfit chosen then doubted then changed to be put on again all of that for this