A solemn occlusion Such an obscene intrusion-- (To break through the confusion brought on by The Illusion)
Within seclusion, is felt the Conclusion-- the only one for me. Heaven will be my Hell (I know that too well..)
From a whole lifetime Summed up
within the word, "Fail". . . . . . .
Here on Earth I feel the presence of Heaven And within me I know.. I know.. I know..
I know.
What gain is A Forever in Heaven? I already feel it in me-- But it is not me.
Yet, within me.. it is me; and it will never.. ever leave.
Sweet Love of mine.. whom I can't seem to break through, to In order to truly be there for you.
Help me to earn the right To descend in to Hell (where there is no longer the strength of Illusion) Here, I am not that strong; I cannot break through it There.. in Gehenna will be the removal of illusion.. Leaving only The View,
(.. no hinderance.) . . . . . . . .
Hell is the View.. perfectly seen, from
the most unbearable distance.
May what is in me never leave me And the Hell, of Hell be, to me like a Forever Rising Sun.. The most incredible, Heaven. (the removal of illusion)
I pray you're not there.. (almost as much..)
Selah.
My Heaven; is to be with anyone or everyone (apart from the illusion)
In order to truly be there for them.
Excuse me for a while While I'm wide-eyed and I'm so **** caught in the middle
I excused you for a while While I'm wide-eyed and I'm so **** caught in the middle
And a lion.. a lion roars, would you not listen?
If a child, a child cries would you not of give them?
Yeah I might seem so strong Yeah I might speak so long I've never been so wrong
Yeah I might seem so strong Yeah, I might speak so long
I've never been so wrong https://youtu.be/PJhnAf0Z0MY
I was trained to be a failure, not a cook. xo (in the end, everyone comes back Home, anyways..)
..Gehenna? its just a temporary holding place come with me <3 .