the desire to unwrap your ego, imagination, and ingenuity drives me to heights I have not seen. as I can't look at the ground when I search for you, but always looking up high above me. you are a flower on a hill. a tall sunflower, always reaching to the sun and its stars. sunflowers don't look down away from its sun, for looking down destroys their shine. it is why you do not see me, looking up at you while you look to the sky