ticket to the train station tempted to train my motivation singing swan songs for my salvation toking for a moments vacation, coaching vocation warp the world around my thumb sway to the beats of my drum angels pick me up, scared to become all the things i have been ashamed of iridescent sparkles that were judged as vain steady shovelling the ****, shaving down the over grown bushes the path was there all along; i see her now what the **** was i even doing