If I held the world for you Would it even be enough? Would you leave me in the dark Like darkness is all it was?
Would you let go of my hand Just to see where you would land? If I had not been the one to catch you You would have fallen into sand
It was only my mistakes That could ever make you feel this way I know I am not perfect But since I know you cannot stay I'll be running a hundred miles from here I'll be standing in the rain
Thinking back to when it was us And there was nothing but our love When we would race along the shoreline Until I'd tell you to give up
When we would listen to my music And I would smile when you knew it Our tastes were simply the same And no one could dispute it
But I guess there are some wounds That can never truly heal I gave you so many scars That I forgot how they used to feel
How they felt when I was young Being cold and losing love Knowing that the day would end With my tears as my only friend
So can you see the stars in my eyes As I try to say goodbye? I don't know if I can keep smiling But I know I have to try.
Just one of many poems describing how I felt when I lost her. I'm very close to letting her go but the memories are still there :P