now i'm trying to look for someone who makes me feel like i don't deserve them. like it took the power of all the celestial objects for you to want me. i'm tired of thinking i deserve things, it's good to be reminded of my faults. want to feel like i am the one girl in the crowd you chose to come on stage and be by your side. i want to say "i don't deserve you" until my voice stops working. i don't want to deserve you but i want you to love my anyway.