I water myself daily, play my heartstrings like a ukulele the music makes me smile, my art child I can no longer blame me, for the times you were shady cannot stay hostile, the negativity is vile I move on and I move in, to my new skin I got into my groove and I let myself in to the world of violins that play for my smirk I was ******, hurt, and overworked but now as I rest in my throne of pillows I realize true peace as I watch the wind bend the willows