This sickness has derailed me. I've scaled back on the things that matter most. Life has become askew. I'm tangled up in blue and red lines, back against the fence. I'm frozen and febrile. Insecticide burns on my spirit. Pesticide in my lungs. I'm sick of all these chemicals. They are in my dreams, and in my bones. Maybe, she is the infection... Never mind, it's just Covid 19.