a quiet man he was the smiles were rare signs of affection non-existent yet his soul came through his goodness his quality his concealed intelligence I can see him in his sleeveless tee-shirt cigarette in right hand a pen in his left doing the New York Times crossword puzzle at the dining room table he would watch Jeopardy and reel off the answers one after another under his breath he'd survived 3 heart attacks diabetes and emphysema years of working 2 jobs to support 8 children but the alzheimers was unforgiving and eventually wore him down my Father like his son had buried a facet of his early years his gift for verse which I discovered unbeknownst to him before his passing in the early hours of one recent Winter's morning I heard him call my name from the foot of the bed I take it as a sign that one day we will share our love of poetry
my youngest daughter brought to my attention a poem she had discovered by Ezra Pound. I liked it so much I did some research on Ezra and discovered that he had been arrested in Italy and returned to the US to face trial for speaking out about Capitalism. His attorney's pleaded insanity and he was sentenced to do his time at a mental facility called St. Elizabeth's hospital in Washington DC. For the length of his stay, my Father worked at that hospital. I picture them in my mind sitting at one of the benches in the yard and swapping stories and discussing poetry