Treating something like **** doesn't mean it is, but we never knew any better as kids. Thought we were above the sheep. Soon found ourselves in craters miles deep. Was it fun enough to be worth the dive? Should I not just be grateful to be alive? The first answer is no, though I did have some fun. The scars that come with that life, I wish on no one. The jury's still out on the second, I have no answer. But I'd rather die high as **** than of cancer.