A love so deep, it rips apart your unhealed skull. A mystery of illusions, inclusivity is dared to be dispelled. May I hold you? Or am I too far away. Can I feel you? Just a touch to make me beg of your despair. Unwritten poetry, a querulent secrecy of written misery and longing. I want to love, may I love? Whom can be loved more than the love of thyself? I fall to my aching pits. I feel you... But you are not here.