just a visit lifts the limits for the color of blood to become a stranger now my hopes are all in danger do I avoid the future be a savior? do I souvenir the past a cinnamon flavor? people you knew not pictures the memory drew like the bone failed it pains to sustain then in blink to be fractured drained the mirror cries with me but in my head laughs and mocked screams now not my territory maybe a new ceremony me attending alone counting stars and skipping stones am I the weird one? the dresses on the opposite borders not fitting on that ferris wheel I stay sitting the skied view more interesting than the far party track staring at one piece when the museum is packed