I see you in the drunken man on the bus, singing hits from the 60s, I hear you when a man near your age belittles me, over a job he knows nothing about, I feel you when that initial rejection from someone hits, craving validation you failed to gift me, craving to be enough, I smell you as friends open bottles of cheap ale, a scent embedded into my bloodstream, I miss you when I see a father and his child playfully race in the park over the road, I'm always wanting what I don't have.