I cast my line and reel in my bait I cast my line and it's a snake I cast my line, a reprobate How much longer till I break
Patience is not a lesson I care for I like waiting even less I say, "that's enough", You say, "there is more" - I'm breaking, I must confess
Vice on my heart, squeezing out tears Thoughts are swirling all of my fears Ripples in the pond spread out from my float All goes still, there is a lump in my throat
Chin in my hand Slumped and alone My pole, unmanned Heart's monotoned
I have cast in shallow waters And reeled in dregs Wandered forbidden corridors And near lost legs
How much longer must I wander?
I trust You not to tip my boat Believe You've brought me where I float You've kept my rod from breaking But not my hands from aching It's the catch that I doubt It's all one endless bout
I'm trying to practice trust Though my heart's dusted with crust