Tired and twisted broken and listless another day in prison ****** me off. Last night was Christmas, and I miss my kids so much, it feels like I've been shanked. I sell my desserts for coffee; my one luxury in the joint. The complexion of my day is gray, and lonely as a tea bag in the ocean. Everything is gray: The sky the weights the walls the blood the food the fence The mood, the soul, the yard, the heart and the beat of the false dawn. It's all tombstone gray. Hate thickens the air. And the light on the horizon is a lie--razor wire sharp.