The only time I'm not stressed Is when I've worked myself past the point of breaking
Being too tired to feel is my comfort zone I feel so at home in running around I don't rest while I sleep Instead to-do lists and unfinished problems are scripted into my dreams Using the backs of my eyelids as a whiteboard for tomorrow's tasks
I can't tell if this constant state of movement is Newton's Law Or a feable attempt to be enough--for no one but myself
I second guess each right answer, every step forward My thoughts get a racetrack in lieu of a bed
I know this isn't normal So imagine what I'd do to be in the moment I'm living Instead of the somewhere else I always am