Trying is a lot harder than the first time we were pressed with overwhelming night Through dark you stay despite the fact neither can see light Oxygen inside lungs feels stuck Tried again alright Zero luck Everything falling apart Can't control a single part When you are near find new strength For you I'd go any length I cannot help it Head over heels I watch you smile Can't explain how it feels You carried many loads for others with grace You never had the time for your own goals to chase Instead drew the conclusion way too early on That you were meant to be a doormat for feet to walk upon I have seen those who loved you for possessions you owned When you had nothing they left you alone Truly feel like you don't see your worth Purpose of each breath you take on this earth Everything should be easier Than it is now These obstacles are issues we allow But possible as that may be No simpler does get Problem I see I am not afraid you'll leave me anymore Afraid I'll leave your heart sore People like us hard to find Not afraid cause our hands are intertwined Since we created beautiful connection Senselessly lived with no direction The idea of without you is crazy Future lacking your embrace at best hazy We have confrontation but we always work it out Headstones will be together no doubt Painful or not Til death do part Closer ghosts than we are with beating hearts Human or undead Always be my best friend Until very existence of Earth comes to an end I am not ever letting you go I'm attatched like a yo-yo If you push down Spring right back up Forgetting mistakes at bottom of a cup Why am I quick to forgive? I get an apology AFTER forgiveness I give But this is the way things are Causes me to keep trust far But what if you were given a legitimate chance? Instead of the runaround you gave me real romance? Just every now and then I'd like to see you put forth your all Have to believe that if you could choose it'd still be me for whom you'd fall When it comes to you kinda forget other guys even exist I can't name a single thing better than the second my lips are kissed So have to show my love for you in any way I can Just don't know how to make you see for me you are the perfect man
Written 3-4-19 for my soulmate to explain exactly how I feel about him