Watching yourself in the mirror crying, knowing you are slowly dying. Starving yourself to be skinny, feeling really ignominy.
Trying so hard to lose weight, not even remembering when you last ate. Losing control of yourself, finally understanding you really need help. Food is now your biggest nightmare, losing your beauty, hair by hair.
Recovery doesn't happen overnight, but believe me it is worth the fight. Keep trying until you get there, some people will truly care.
Giving up is not an option, just show me the real emotion. Your feelings are valid there is no doubt, don't be scared and let it all out.