Am I fool? Its not like Im inlove? So what is this **** feeling? Feels soft and intimate, as if Im knowingly opening up my soul sharing my emotions showing how I feel
I feel bare. i want to restart. ready to retreat.
did I kiss too soon? Am I still in this pattern? my feelings have changed but I'm still feeling weary
I'm still learning of my self, but something about this does not necessarily feel wrong.
are we jumping too quick? jump the gun on this ship. I heard you so clear. Your words soft and sharp all at the same time. Eyes full. "I like you and it wasn't a dumb question"
I just... no response. Kiss instead. What I know my body can do instead of using my tools. Afraid to speak to soon.
notice the repetition of still..
still continuous a pattern just going thru life structure stuck here and there watching outside with full eyes still
frozen to time watching the same movie over and over again