Pale skin Scarred within Messy hair Slightly insane Drowsy eyes Broken inside
I feel like I'm breaking And its only the beginning I want to get this out my head Lonely as I am Broken, bruised and scarred! The never ending Nor forgiving This merciless voice Inside my head Think I'm gonna burst my brain Maybe that is how My life should end!
Bad posture Never sober Always late Nobody cares Emotionless face Violent feedback
And all of this rage Comes through pain Cannot deny Cannot embrace These voices in my head Like never ending flame Running through my veins Has left me insane!
What have I become? Such miserable ****! What am I doing? What is going on? Everyone I know I've distanced myself Now I don't know what to do I don't know where to go
Except Accept Nothingness Dissapear in silence Where I don't become a bother And I don't want to be bothered Just Rest In Peace.
I wish I knew back then What I know right now Would I still fail horribly? To contain this curse of misery Or would I **** my feelings Instead of killing me