I spend my lifetimes chasing the unfathomable Resonance of nostalgia and melancholy that blends Into my grandmother's bed, a storage box, a picture Frame by frame they jumble together sepia toned like Toys, music, buildings, the time you fell onto concrete Walks to the schoolyard away from music box cradle songs Your mother would sing to you before you slept Wondering about the world, the unknown, the darkness Overcoming you into the lulled unconscious playground Spurring up the pain, the reminder, the tug from the beyond The realm of describable, was it ever even here?