I move through life like swimming in the sea
Many a storm has battered me
Waves of destruction I have managed to outrun
Its as if I was created to overcome
My stories are many I will let time tell
How I went to sleep in Heaven but woke up in Hell
My choices gain voices guides me through all my pain
Through all my trials I still remain
That little boy who dreamed of a future so bright
Who stared into space and embraced the darkness of night
Solitude my lover together we raised hell
I became a monster to stay where the demons dwell
Knowing no limit I took it to the brink
My heart was dead so all I did was drink
Drowning that little boy I did my best to destroy
Crushing his soul discarding him like a toy
Shadows of former me lay behind in the past
Repeatedly reborn will this new me last?
I have no reasons nor do I feel a doubt
I can only the play the cards as they are dealt
Its all just a game till your staring down a gun....
Its just one of the many things I had to overcome....