Remember when I said I'd see you one day? Remember what I said to make me feel okay About myself and now you're gone
I know you don't know me but I shoulda said goodbye So many beautiful people I've lost in my life And I know you didn't deserve to go
It's no myth though I try To get you out of my eyes Tear it out but there goes a piece of my life
And ever since you died I've been trying so hard not to cry And I keep thinking that I didn't say goodbye
And I remember that I loved you so much Even though we never were close enough So many memories I never got to write
I remember how I said I would meet all five But in the end I suppose only four would survive But I still know that you didn’t deserve to go
But you were too young, too needed to fade away On such a beautiful day Leaving our sorrow and pain Nothing can bring you back this way
I prayed that one day I'd get to meet you this way So now I think God's fake
And I'm just praying, hoping, thinking, I shoulda said goodbye
Just a song I wrote for today's date- 7.13.20. for Grant Imahara, who passed away today. He was the host of MythBusters, the TV show which was the only thing that really worked helping me out of depression. I never met him but I keep hoping that it's all a cruel joke someone played on us. I promised I'd meet him one day and now I never will. Still hoping it's all a nightmare.