I'm in treatment again. ***** is wrecking my body. This morning(pre-dawn) I took my meds, drank coffee, and did the breakfast setup. My friend, (a brilliant saxophone player) came through the line and said, "What's up man?" I said, "Oh you know...stuff. How about you?" He relied, "Oh yeah, Stuff...always lots of stuff, ...and things. Always lots of things on my plate.
Our laughter broke through the sound of Hell's Bells in the background. There was a connection, a brotherhood of the stuff and things society. The little 8th notes and 16th notes, and the verbs and nouns floated in the kitchen air, mixing with the smell of bleach and toast. Creation was in the birthing process. He asked,What's on the agenda for today?" "oh crap, lots of crap...you? "****...lots of ****, you know." I chuckled, "yes, I do know." I stopped everything I was doing, and frantically began scribbling this poem. He went to his room, and grabbed his sax, and began riffing on some Miles Davis and John Coltrane. Far from the sterile smell of stuff, things, crap, etc...